We never mentioned what happened or talked about it for years until a couple months ago when we were both kinda drunk at his house and his wife was already asleep and my husband wasnt present because he was working.
I always imagined my brother felt a similar thing when he found out about sex on his own. Just a couple years later when I found out about sex and oral sex I felt completely dirty and ashamed for what I had done with my brother We stopped doing it because for some reason I kinda felt bad about the whole thing. I remember his dick getting stiffed when I sucked it and I even remember him expressing pleasure out of it but I dont remember he ever ejaculated or had an orgasm from it, I guess he was too young. He was a year older than me and at the time we thought we were just playing. When I was 10 or 11 years old I sucked my bothers cock many times. When we were kids I gave oral sex to my brother many times